Since becoming a mother I have become even more away of God's calling to women to raise and nurture children. I recently was pondering over the young women values and my mind kept coming back to Divine Nature. I have always known that I wanted to be a mom, but through this past year I know with out a doubt it is my calling and there is nothing else I would rather be doing.
Being a wife and mother is the greatest blessing I could ask for. I know that I have a great responsibility to my family and the children that will join our family in the future. I have been thinking a lot about how I will begin to teach Breckyn about the church and Christ. I know that a lot is done by example and Family Home Evening is very important. I feel like I have been striving even more and more this past year to get to know my Savior on a different level and striving harder in my calling. How can I teach my children to live the gospel if I do not live my life in great accordance with the gospel? I am reminded about Alma 56:47-48 and the Strippling Warriors. "They had been taught by their mothers, that if they did not doubt, God would deliver them...We do not doubt our mothers new it." That is such a strong example to me. I want my children to not doubt that I know that the gospel of Christ is true!
I was reading Elder Cook's talk from April last year. It is entitled
LDS Women are Incredible! Every woman needs to read that talk every once in a while. It gave me such a boost of energy and an even greater desire to strive higher for my potential as a woman, wife, and mother. One thing he said that really stuck out to me was when he said "God placed within women divine qualities of strength, virtue, love, and the willingness to sacrifice to raise future generations of His spirit children...Sisters have key roles in the Church, in family life, and as individuals that are essential in Heavenly Father's plan. Many of these responsibilities do not provide economic compensation but do provide satisfaction and are eternally significant." That is such a powerful statement to me. I can't remember the number but in an article recenlty someone added up what a stay at home mom would make if she were paid. I think it was about $100 grand a year. I have heard some mother's joke about that, but I must be honest...that has never once occured to me. (although one things that has is that when I worked out of the home I did get sick days ;) but not as a mom). I truly find it an incredible blessing and calling of God that I get to stay home and be a mother. I find joy in every day. Maybe not at the moment of different trials during the day but at the end of it all I am beyond grateful. What a powerful calling myself, and other women, have been given. The opportunity to raise generations of our Father's spirit children. It is not a task I take lightly. I am so grateful for Breckyn and the future children that Tanner and I will be able to welcome in our home and the blessings that will fill our home. I love my Heavenly Father and Savior. I love this gospel and the joy and purpose that it brings into my life!