Out of our adversity we might seek our greatest triumphs, and the day may well come that from our challenges we will understand the familiar words "for thy good."
Richard C. Edgley
For some reason Iowa has been on my mind a lot lately. I went over to my parents home yesterday and they said that one of their sister missionaries, Sister Stratton was stopping by. I shouldn't say that I had favorites but this sister was basically a sister to me when my sisters weren't able to be with me. I could not miss out on the opporunity to visit with her again. We spent a couple of hours reminicing on Iowa and shared funny memories. I could see how happy my parents were to have someone else around who truly felt the joy and love of that place that holds such a special place in their hearts.
Sister Stratton, or Carrie, asked my parents what they felt they gained the most from their experience in the mission field. As my parents shared their thoughts I thought about what I would say if someone were to ask me the same question. A lot of the time when people ask me about Iowa I am quick to say that I am so glad that I was able to come home and when people ask if I miss it, truthfully most of the time I say no. BUT there is a bit reason why and as I have gotten older I regret saying no, because Iowa truly does hold a special place in my heart.
Iowa has been on my mind lately because it truly was one of the most difficult experiences of my life. I had to leave my home, family and friends and start over in a new place. It was hard! I cried myself to sleep a lot. I remember my first day of school when I got home I just cried. Things got easier as time went on, but it never became home for me. I was blessed to have made great friendships and I had amazing experiences with my parents and missionaries but I always missed home. I was able to return home for the last half of my junior year and I finally felt like myself again
The greatest blessing or lesson I gained from that experience was how strongly I came to know that my Heavenly Father was aware of my struggles and that he was always by my side. I truly came to know of his love for me and feel his constant companionship as I went through hard times. I have been given many opportunities to reflect back on those three years and I have truly come to know that it was an experience I was meant to go through. Even though it was hard, I know that it was meant for me good. It has definitely become a reference point for me in my life when other trials come my way. It helps me to remember that I must always put my faith and trust in the Lord and he will help guide me through and I will come out stronger. I am so grateful for the knowledge of the gospel and the love of my Heavenly Father that helps me through this life.